Life is a roller coaster ride. It has its highs and lows...I'd always known about it but never knew it could give both at the same time..I am happy as well as sad. I am rejoicing because Ive made a great career move but I am sad because to achieve that, I have to leave some people who are extremely close to me. I know they will always be there..in my conscience, at the back of my mind, in my smile but they won't be there physically. I won't see them regularly, spend the whole day with them..I will miss those petty fights, those hugs, those lunch hours and those lovely smiles :( The hours that formed the soul of our existence...the time we would look forward to, each day. Even though we didn't speak much during the whole day but atleast there was this comfort that we are together..but now things are going to change.
They keep telling me that we would still be together but its really not possible. Those daily meetings will turn into daily phone calls, the daily phone calls to rare visits and then to rare calls. And I don't blame anyone for it...it is not because we won't want to meet but because time wouldn't permit it. They will be busy in their sphere of work and I will get acquainted to mine. But I will feel really lonely..the Ann who could never sit on her seat for more than 15 minutes without seeing her pals will be spending days without them. Its scary to even think about it, even though its too early feel that way. I am trying to put up a really brave face but the fact is that I am scared. How will it be without them? What will I do without Suru, Raman and Shiv? Who would tease me or comfort me when I will feel all alone?
Today I decided that if things can't change I have to change myself..I decided that I would learn to make my on way, without they being at my side..I would learn to live alone. But things are not favourable. My first step failed..I went wrong...Pals I know I was wrong but I was just trying to do things alone..Hope you guys will try to understand what I am going through. I can't tell you but hope you will understand. Well, I've dared to move out from my comfort zone, and I hope all will be well.
7 comments:
The more things change, the more they remain the same. Methinks you are going to be pleasantly surprised at just how close your friends are going to remain. As the saying goes, "If you love something, set it free. If it comes back to you, it's yours. If it doesn't, it never was." You are going to discover a lot more about your friends in the coming days - and a lot of it will be good.
Reality...i will call this reality...it is not just with you...but everyone around goes through the same phase...be it professionally or personally...!
Believe me you will be more then welcome at this new place...will take some time for adjustment but in the end everything will be ok...
Trust me..."everything is always OK at d end n if its not OK, its not d end!"
Staying in one's comfort zone is the easiest thing in the world, but the chick doesn't hatch until it breaks out of the egg :-)
Give up this sentimental nonsense sweety, change is always gud. and friends, you don't need to spend 24 hours with them to stay friends. Be happy, all will be well :)
Dear Nidhi, thanks for the support..am looking forward to working with all of you. Take care
Dont worry the world is not ending after 25th. We (me, suru and raman) are still with you like delhi police says "With You, For You, Always".:)
But its the truth. We wont let you alone.
Here comes a funny statement that 'Ghost never dies'. Like we :)
Our friendship is like Vikram and Betal story. You cant leave us alone, you have to carry us on your shoulders, like vikram did.
Do you know that in my life I hardly spent 120 days (in 24 years) with my godfather and godmother. Does it mean that I dont love them? The truth is I love them and I cant live without them.
Distance never matters that how much a person loves you. The only thing I know is "We all of us are good friends and in future we wont change."
The time you are facing is like examination room, we cant enter in the room but eagerly waiting outside. And praying for you that please god help here and give her the force to face the situation like you gave us before.
Wont you pray for us...;)
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